有太多太多东西想写,但是又不知道该怎么下手,也不知道从哪里说起
我是个情绪化的人
对!是非常情绪化那种。
我相信这里是唯一能让我宣泄一切不满的管道
可能这篇东西会无意间得罪了人,不要读的,可以请你离开。
我只是在发泄,对不起!
我讨厌现在的生活
我不懂做人到底有什么意义
一直告诉自己,哭,不是唯一解决事情的办法。
但是除了哭,我再也不知道该怎么办
几乎每一个晚上临睡前,眼泪会不受控制的飙出来。相信知道我哭的,也就只有他而已。
要是没有了他,我相信,你们再也不会我在这里写这篇东西。
我讨厌自己!
讨厌自己为什么一生出来就有一幅欠揍的脸
讨厌自己为什么一事无成
讨厌自己为真么不能拥有自己想得到的东西
讨厌自己为什么没有一个真正关心我的朋友[都说了,朋友?我没有!]
讨厌自己那么被动
讨厌自己爱慕虚荣
讨厌自己小气
讨厌自己没有钱
讨厌自己爱胡思乱想
我讨厌我自己!
请你们不需要再为了同情我而在留言箱那边说你是我的朋友了。
我不需要这些施舍
说我自私也好,贪心也罢
我,依然是我
还是那么任性的我
还是一样惹人讨厌的我。
看着身边的朋友一个个离开,心里真的很不是滋味
心中的不舍,不知怎么表达
只有默默的祝福你们,前程似锦!
谢谢你们曾经留给我个美好的回忆。
希望下次再遇到你们时,不会只是在路上微笑而过而已。
今天晚上的聚会,还在犹豫着要不要去
希望0508的夜晚,是个难忘的一夜。
写完这篇,心情好多了。
thanks to wei wei's blog.after reading all the post from his blog,i can laugh as high as i can. =p
instagram ♥
Friday, May 8, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
其实我介意
Sunday, March 22, 2009
what does your birthday say about you
September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
quite zhun?
=)
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
纯粹写的
看见大家都害怕着0312的到来,自己好像没什么感觉的。
是我有问题吗?还是自己对自己已经彻彻底底的绝望了?
我,放弃了!
后悔自己没有好好读书?太迟了!
早知今日何必当初?
现在要哭,要怕?真的真的没用了!
把眼泪省下来,好好收拾心情,为自己的前途,钱途,和未来好好着想,不要再做对比起自己的事了!
要记得: pisang tidak akan berbuah dua kali. [应该没有错吧?] =D
在plan着0312拿成绩后要到那里庆祝。
并不是为了拿到好成绩而庆祝,而是为了庆祝自己已经和中学生涯画上句点,开始人生的另一个起点!
朋友们,我们的人生才刚刚开始。
所以呢..0312,有谁肯愿意陪我呢?
其实写这一篇真的很冒险,害怕没人给回应,分分钟还有人轰炸自己。
算了吧!开心就好~ =P
是我有问题吗?还是自己对自己已经彻彻底底的绝望了?
我,放弃了!
后悔自己没有好好读书?太迟了!
早知今日何必当初?
现在要哭,要怕?真的真的没用了!
把眼泪省下来,好好收拾心情,为自己的前途,钱途,和未来好好着想,不要再做对比起自己的事了!
要记得: pisang tidak akan berbuah dua kali. [应该没有错吧?] =D
在plan着0312拿成绩后要到那里庆祝。
并不是为了拿到好成绩而庆祝,而是为了庆祝自己已经和中学生涯画上句点,开始人生的另一个起点!
朋友们,我们的人生才刚刚开始。
所以呢..0312,有谁肯愿意陪我呢?
其实写这一篇真的很冒险,害怕没人给回应,分分钟还有人轰炸自己。
算了吧!开心就好~ =P
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
tagged by jinchiew
A special tag.
The Rules are :
Copy to your own note,erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,
you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &
you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1.What is your name: Rachel
2.A four letter word: Rose
3.A boy's name: Richard
4.A girl's name:Ruby
5.An occupation: Robber?
6.A color: Red
7.Something you wear: Ribbon?
8.A food: Rojak
9.Something found in the bathroom: Rosak sign?
10.A place: Restaurant
11.A reason for being late: Resting marrr =.=
12.Something you shout: Re dao~~~
13.A movie title: Red cliff
14.Something you drink: Rootbeer
15.A musical group: Red Hot Chilies Pepper [internet]
16.An animal: Rooster
17.A street name: Relau?
18.A type of car: Rolls-Royce
19.A song title: Right now(na na na)
20.A verb: Rise
I TAG : anyone who read this =P
The Rules are :
Copy to your own note,erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,
you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &
you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1.What is your name: Rachel
2.A four letter word: Rose
3.A boy's name: Richard
4.A girl's name:Ruby
5.An occupation: Robber?
6.A color: Red
7.Something you wear: Ribbon?
8.A food: Rojak
9.Something found in the bathroom: Rosak sign?
10.A place: Restaurant
11.A reason for being late: Resting marrr =.=
12.Something you shout: Re dao~~~
13.A movie title: Red cliff
14.Something you drink: Rootbeer
15.A musical group: Red Hot Chilies Pepper [internet]
16.An animal: Rooster
17.A street name: Relau?
18.A type of car: Rolls-Royce
19.A song title: Right now(na na na)
20.A verb: Rise
I TAG : anyone who read this =P
Saturday, February 28, 2009
horoscope
VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
SCORPIO (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.
LIBRA (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying.
ARIES (The Liar)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
AQUARIUS (Water)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
GEMINI (Irresistible)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in the you know where ... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
LEO (The Lion)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
CANCER (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
PISCES (The Partner for Life)
Attractive. Amazing kisser. Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but In a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
CAPRICO RN (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
TAURUS (The Tramp)
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
SCORPIO (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.
LIBRA (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying.
ARIES (The Liar)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
AQUARIUS (Water)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
GEMINI (Irresistible)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in the you know where ... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
LEO (The Lion)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
CANCER (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
PISCES (The Partner for Life)
Attractive. Amazing kisser. Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but In a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
CAPRICO RN (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
TAURUS (The Tramp)
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
TVB 2009 calender ^^
Thursday, February 19, 2009
i love my friends!
朋友们,我对你们的爱,非笔墨可以形容!
谢谢你们的出现,让我从此不孤单!
谢谢你们的陪伴,让我更懂得珍惜!
谢谢你们一直在我身边,让我知道朋友的可贵!
有了你们,是我三生修来的福啊!
就像佳盈常说的,我很幸福!
新年的聚会+替刚从中国回来的佳盈洗尘
p/s: yeehui ar yeehui,即使才肯send我你美美的照片jiek? xD
2月13的聚会
14 年的老友!
念一念吧!
四是四,十是十,四十是四十,十四是十四!
对!是十四!=D
jinchiew ar jinchiew,就知道你对我好!谢谢你对我的坦白!
*感动万分!*
~Ying,Rachel,Yin~
*自恋* xD
盈,我真的超爱跟你拍照的!
几时再出来kai kai jiek ? =D
谢谢你们的出现,让我从此不孤单!
谢谢你们的陪伴,让我更懂得珍惜!
谢谢你们一直在我身边,让我知道朋友的可贵!
有了你们,是我三生修来的福啊!
就像佳盈常说的,我很幸福!
新年的聚会+替刚从中国回来的佳盈洗尘
p/s: yeehui ar yeehui,即使才肯send我你美美的照片jiek? xD
2月13的聚会
14 年的老友!
念一念吧!
四是四,十是十,四十是四十,十四是十四!
对!是十四!=D
jinchiew ar jinchiew,就知道你对我好!谢谢你对我的坦白!
*感动万分!*
~Ying,Rachel,Yin~
*自恋* xD
盈,我真的超爱跟你拍照的!
几时再出来kai kai jiek ? =D
朋友,我爱你们!❤
Monday, February 16, 2009
突发奇想?
看过了某人的部落格,让我发现到,原来,牵系着男人与男人之间的那一条友情线,拉得比女孩子们的还要紧,还要的稳固。
常常听人说:兄弟如手足,女人如衣服。
男人,是不是真的可以为朋友上刀山,下油锅,再怎么委屈自己也会替他们所谓的兄弟排除一切万难?
相反的,像我问过几位男性友人:“你们男生,一旦跟自己很好的朋友翻脸后,还有没有机会和好?”
而我得到大多数的答案都是:“不可能!”
友情,真的有那么脆弱吗?
另一方面,又另一个人告诉我说,曾经有两位好朋友,不知为了什么,足足翻脸了一年。一年后,他们和好了,而且感情还比之前来得更要好,更亲密,至今依然还是一样要好,没有猜错的话,他们还会一起到国外深造。当然,那两位,都是男生。
这,是难兄难弟吗?是不打不相识?
男生之间的友情,难以捉摸,就像女生的心底一样,一样的深...一样的想让人探讨它的真谛。
常常听人说:兄弟如手足,女人如衣服。
男人,是不是真的可以为朋友上刀山,下油锅,再怎么委屈自己也会替他们所谓的兄弟排除一切万难?
相反的,像我问过几位男性友人:“你们男生,一旦跟自己很好的朋友翻脸后,还有没有机会和好?”
而我得到大多数的答案都是:“不可能!”
友情,真的有那么脆弱吗?
另一方面,又另一个人告诉我说,曾经有两位好朋友,不知为了什么,足足翻脸了一年。一年后,他们和好了,而且感情还比之前来得更要好,更亲密,至今依然还是一样要好,没有猜错的话,他们还会一起到国外深造。当然,那两位,都是男生。
这,是难兄难弟吗?是不打不相识?
男生之间的友情,难以捉摸,就像女生的心底一样,一样的深...一样的想让人探讨它的真谛。
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
what my name means
You Are Carefree and Passionate |
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. |
Saturday, February 7, 2009
相信自己
在2009年的某一天,我,终于做了一个决定
我不懂我所作的选择是否正确,是否获得大家的认同
但我很肯定的,做了这个决定,我不后悔!
不管别人怎么去看待我这个决定,我依然相信我自己!
不管过不久的将来会发生什么事,我依然信任我自己!
不管会不会惹来刺耳的冷嘲热讽,我相信自己的决定!
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
我坚持的,都值得坚持吗?
我,相信自己!
我不懂我所作的选择是否正确,是否获得大家的认同
但我很肯定的,做了这个决定,我不后悔!
不管别人怎么去看待我这个决定,我依然相信我自己!
不管过不久的将来会发生什么事,我依然信任我自己!
不管会不会惹来刺耳的冷嘲热讽,我相信自己的决定!
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
我坚持的,都值得坚持吗?
我,相信自己!
Monday, February 2, 2009
CNY 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
算命? =D
刚刚上了算命网站,个性分析还蛮准的!!
分享一下吧!
杨玮哲 的感情分析
杨玮哲 的今年桃花運
分享一下吧!
杨玮哲 的內在想法
女生
*個性格比較反覆不定,常常推翻自己理論的人
*比較容易緊張、害怕,有時很憂鬱、有時又很high
*害怕寂寞,常常營造出快樂的氣氛讓週遭的人都活絡起來
*不開心時喜歡唱反調,故意作對
*讓人摸不清到底在想什麼,很難懂
杨玮哲 的外在行為
女生
*不按牌裡出牌,經常令人跌破眼鏡
*相當調皮、可愛,常常是團體中的開心果[可爱?lol ]
*相當具有同情心,是個性情中人
*比較愛享受,非常善待自己
*疑心病有點重,對於親蜜的人更是懷疑東懷疑西
杨玮哲 的感情分析
女生
*在男生群中很吃得開,常常是爭相追求的對象
*對於才華洋溢或工作專業能力強的男孩子特別欣賞
*感情磁場上很容易遇到有錢的對象,有機會嫁入豪門[真的吗? wahaha]
*在感情未穩定前不可輕易結婚,否則很容易變心
*對感情不會太執著,也很看得開,所以波折也比較少
杨玮哲 的今年桃花運
*桃花運40分,爛桃花佔了六成
*有交往的機會就要把握,太過於刁難對方就容易失去機會
*要多注意說話的口氣,才不會把喜歡的人嚇跑了
Monday, January 12, 2009
Ns camp open day
10.01.2009
Saturday
Ns camp open day
早上起床,打电话给淑虹的妈妈确定去探望坐在‘监牢’的淑虹的时间,过后,打理好一切后,便到淑虹家等淑虹的妈妈准备好一切后,我们便开始我们的旅程~
在车上,幸好淑虹妈跟我有说有笑,要不然我就尴尬死了..毕竟是第一次跟她们出去而没有了淑虹的存在,感觉上好像怪怪的.. =.=
经过了对大概30分钟的车程,我们抵达了目的地!
那个camp的名字还挺特别的,什么White Resort,Balik Pulau
刚看到时,淑虹妈跟我说,去Ns这样爽,还有得住Resort.. =.=
懒惰讲了,不会形容,看图吧!
Saturday
Ns camp open day
早上起床,打电话给淑虹的妈妈确定去探望坐在‘监牢’的淑虹的时间,过后,打理好一切后,便到淑虹家等淑虹的妈妈准备好一切后,我们便开始我们的旅程~
在车上,幸好淑虹妈跟我有说有笑,要不然我就尴尬死了..毕竟是第一次跟她们出去而没有了淑虹的存在,感觉上好像怪怪的.. =.=
经过了对大概30分钟的车程,我们抵达了目的地!
那个camp的名字还挺特别的,什么White Resort,Balik Pulau
刚看到时,淑虹妈跟我说,去Ns这样爽,还有得住Resort.. =.=
懒惰讲了,不会形容,看图吧!
那边的营地
还有kolam给他们游泳,划船...
当兵的小俩口
第一眼看到淑虹时,我和她妈妈笑到~
她穿的衣服实在太可爱了!
人小小,衣服大大 xD
礼堂or食堂
听说他们每天早上6点多就要在这个礼堂排队集合
过后还要去运动,操步,上课.......
一群huan(友族)坐在礼堂的另一边
他们都好像很喜欢坐在地上,是吗? =.=
太久没按电话了吧?
太久没吃KFC了是吗?
可怜可怜~
^^
ah koay 也在那边!
她告诉我,她的头发掉了很多
唉!koay ar koay..要好好照顾自己知道吗?
杨淑虹小姐,不要再complain自己黑了,
三个月后,我帮你美白
lol xD
左起:koay,vyonne,修愿,淑虹,珂莉
小姐们,再挨多三个月,你们就自由了!
在那边要好好照顾自己知道吗?不要被人家欺负!xp
还有,农历新年等你们出来哦!
在这里,先向1月14号生日的honey杨淑虹小姐说声:
生日快乐!
等你出来我们在庆祝吧!
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