希望越大
失望越大

conclusion:


-HOPE-
is directly proportional to
~DISAPPOINTMENT~

我怀念的

刚刚去了anthony koko的blog
看到他那一篇《回魂夜》
不禁想起了她
这么巧，昨晚，我梦见了她---
是的，她就是世界上最最最疼我的外婆

昨晚半夜，我是哭着醒的
阿嬷，我真的真的很想念您
昨晚梦见您对我说的话
是您想要告诉我的吗？
不管是真是假，
我会永远记在心里的！

记得那一年，
当时是2002年
农历新年，年初二（我会永远记得这一天！）
您，不幸遇上车祸，
到了中央医院，
因为缺乏医生，而躲不过与死神的战斗，
非常不幸的，
您，离开了我们！
我记得我是唯一一个孙，见您最后一面的！
摸着您冰冷的手，我不禁哭了起来！
那一幕，我依稀记得非常清楚！

不知道什么时候，
我们几个孙不再叫外婆-阿嬷，
我们每次叫阿嬷，都叫--popo
（至于怎样发音，我想只有我们这几个孙知道而已吧！）

popo,
我真的真的
非常非常非常非常想念您！

popo,我永远怀念你！

Wei's Birthday~

22.o8.2oo8
(Friday)

yea,its wei's day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my beloved cousin---

wei wei! xp

hope u enjoyed the day with us
altough it was quite 'simple+normal' to spend the time with us
-having lunch in Kim Gary
-strolling around the mall
-singing madly in redbox
-having dinner in CRC Restaurant
-and last but not least, birthday cake-cutting ceremony xD

~cousins~

it has been quite a long time we(i mean all the cousins) didn gather d..
reasons:-

#limynn & bony--college life
#rachel & wei--tuition
#lishan--tuition + training
conclusion: NO TIME !!

i wish our relationship will STILL remain as now till forever ?
To all my cousins:
i'm the only child in the family, i do not have any siblings,
u guys are my closest & most-beloved relatives
so, please DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE ! k ?

~your coorperations will be appreciated~

lol xp

我回来了～

FINALLY
I'm back !
很久没上来了
刚刚从霹雳回来，去了四天三夜的camp
说好玩，又不是很好玩
说不好玩，却又不完全是不好玩 =.=
去那边玩其实还蛮不错的嘛！
认识到很多新朋友！
不同州属，不同种族，不同性别
一向都有种族歧视的我，竟然能和他们和平+快乐的相处
还蛮不错的嘛！哈哈

15.08.2008
(FRIDAY)

放学回家后休息一下，整理行李，大概五点去集合
到了那里，只看到两位包头的女生站着。心里不爽+害怕
过不久，一位菩提生来了，我放心了！
大概5.30pm左右，van来了
第一眼看到了他，觉得还蛮不错的！（我知道我发娇了）xD
过后，我坐跟一个st.xaviers的男生名为JOSHUA
他是speak ENGLISH的
巴士开始走了。
JOSHUA: hey,wats ur name?
RACHEL:hey,i'm rachel
JOSHUA:which school u are from ?
RACHEL:UNION
JOSHUA:oo
过后便静静的
还有还有，他又绑牙的！哈哈！很少看到男生绑牙 xD
到了HILLCITY HOTEL，应该有八点九个字了吧！
吃了晚餐，去报名后，就娶上了十分钟的AM课，过后回房睡觉
一天就酱过了


16.08.2008
(SATURDAY)

6.30a.m exercise =.=
7.30a.m breakfast
8.00-10.00a.m ENGLISH class
10.00-10.30a.m break (means have to EAT)
10.30-12.30p.m PHYSICS class (BORING !!!)
12.30-5.00p.m -lunch
-rehearsal for opening ceremony
-arriving of YAB Datin Seri Paduka Jeanne Abdullah (badawi's wife)
-opening ceremony
5.00-7.00p.m break
7.00-8.00p.m dinner
8.00-10.00p.m ADD MATHS class
10.00-11.30p.m break + listening malays cold jokes =.=
12.00a.m Zzzzz

17.08.2008
(SUNDAY)

as usual -- exercise,breakfast,classes,lunch
bout 4smting, we're having a so-called "Ipoh Trip"
everythings fine, now only i realise the land of Perak is REALLY BIG
their schools are two times than our school(yes, its true)
afterdat, we went HOTEL SETESEN, a quite 'old+scary' hotel
meanwhile,went to the stiiiupiiid GIANT, don't know go there for wat purpose,spend my RM2.58 to buy Chipster..haixx.. i never buy tidbits myself, the only 1st time.. xD

went back to hotel afterwards, took a bath, had my dinner
next,went to th guys room for rehearsal for the MERDEKA performance
lots of funny thing were did
really really funny
cant stop laughing.. lol xp
and the night finally arrived, its the MERDEKA PERFORMANCE time~
okie, 1st, i have to introduce my group member
here comes the team:
1. Mr. Tunku Abdul Rahman (by mr. bean, actually its bil)
2.Mr.British(by Joshua)
3. also Mr. British(by HIM)
4,5,6,7,8. mak KPC (by rachel,leanyong,amanda,wanmey&bee hoon)
9,10,11. malaysian (by malays,forget their names)

actually, we performed a something like sketch
at last, all of us feel dat we performed quite good, all of us satisfied of our performance
btw,Joshua said dat he wanted 2 treat us eat satay if we performed well
he did it, but i didn join =.=
~results will be announced on the next day

18.08.2008
(MONDAY)

also as usual:
exercise,breakfast and had the last class(StiiU PiiiD Physics)
ok, i admit im wrong, im not supposed to sleep in the class,but VERY SORRY, your lesson is Holly BORING !!! god!
ok, at last,closing ceremony
and now, we got 2 know our result---
deng deng deng deng

WE get the 2nd prize !!
(i knw u'll guess we'll get champion,but team like us, never practice at all, on the spot perform.we can get the second prize,ITS a MIRACLE!! xD
lastly,its time to say BYE BYE to everyone there
especially the AM facilitator & .......

dats all i think, still have lots of things to tell,
but girly uses her BIG-ROUND eye staring at me d..haha.. jkjk..xp


p/s: there are lots of grammatic error, still need to improve

请原谅我的自私+任性+无理取闹

我不想忘记你

我不想你介入我的生活

我知道我很自私

但没办法

这是女人的本性

你不能怪我

我很满意现在这状况

我只想得到你多一点的关心

我知道，我不是你的任何人

但我真的很希望能得到你每一天的关心

在这个时候，

我真的很需要

不要骂我

我承认我很贪心+自私

但我已说过

这是女人的天性

你真的真的不能怪我

请原谅我的自私+任性+无理取闹！