有太多太多东西想写，但是又不知道该怎么下手，也不知道从哪里说起
我是个情绪化的人
对！是非常情绪化那种。
我相信这里是唯一能让我宣泄一切不满的管道
可能这篇东西会无意间得罪了人，不要读的，可以请你离开。
我只是在发泄，对不起！
我讨厌现在的生活
我不懂做人到底有什么意义
一直告诉自己，哭，不是唯一解决事情的办法。
但是除了哭，我再也不知道该怎么办
几乎每一个晚上临睡前，眼泪会不受控制的飙出来。相信知道我哭的，也就只有他而已。
要是没有了他，我相信，你们再也不会我在这里写这篇东西。
我讨厌自己！
讨厌自己为什么一生出来就有一幅欠揍的脸
讨厌自己为什么一事无成
讨厌自己为真么不能拥有自己想得到的东西
讨厌自己为什么没有一个真正关心我的朋友[都说了，朋友？我没有！]
讨厌自己那么被动
讨厌自己爱慕虚荣
讨厌自己小气
讨厌自己没有钱
讨厌自己爱胡思乱想
我讨厌我自己！
请你们不需要再为了同情我而在留言箱那边说你是我的朋友了。
我不需要这些施舍
说我自私也好，贪心也罢
我，依然是我
还是那么任性的我
还是一样惹人讨厌的我。
看着身边的朋友一个个离开，心里真的很不是滋味
心中的不舍，不知怎么表达
只有默默的祝福你们，前程似锦！
谢谢你们曾经留给我个美好的回忆。
希望下次再遇到你们时，不会只是在路上微笑而过而已。
今天晚上的聚会，还在犹豫着要不要去
希望0508的夜晚，是个难忘的一夜。
写完这篇，心情好多了。
thanks to wei wei's blog.after reading all the post from his blog,i can laugh as high as i can. =p
5 comments:
to be honest..
i really mean honest ok..
trust.. virgo dont lies..
u really have a pretty face..
i cant say the prettiest la..
scare they scold me.. >.<
and ur hair now is even beautifing u more..
im not sure if ur face kiam pak anot la..
but i can only say very white nia lo..
hehe..
tell u one thing ba..
i analyse 1...
we sometimes like very small gas ar.. very proud ar..
its quite natural leh..
maybe for ur thinking nia la..
but for ppl around u..
they may even more like u when u small gas...
will like if u are so perfect..
such as u very polite..
u don show off..
we may be a bit irritate 1..XD
so be urself is the best..
hmm..
about ur desire i think i cant comment anything ler..XD
juz remember that thing quite hard to be realized..
i seen a phrase..
"it must be a 'difficult' before u meet 'easy'"
so i think to get something we wan.. must work hard lo..XD
everyday..
we are bonded to 'ourselves'..
i mean the identity of 'rachael' u..
thats y we cant act something other than 'racheal'..
this is ur blog..
n i believe that its the only place u can shout out loud..
so im afraid to be scolded..>.<
so i define myself as a passby person who talk craps ba..XD
n ya..
dont lose to ur self-emotion..
coz once lost will ended up in rambutan tanjung 1.. >.<
omg.. cant believe i wrote an essay..XD paiseh..
hahaha u mean my blog a?XD
such a dead blog!
REVIVE IT!
CPR!
actually...
not only u will think that way
trust me
I had that thought before
and I tell u
thats the most 'down' phase in my life
theres nothing wrong about u
its ur thoughts that made u gone bizzare
u know?
u can't think that way
now that I know if we think that
we will only suffer
no benefits from that
after this...
after u realise how stupid it is to think that way
u'll probably be banging on the wall trying to figue out why u would think like that in the first case
quit that thinking or yours and start to realise that u r the one and ONLY ONE in this whole world...that makes u unique
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